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1. |
Next to You
03:24
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There's an army locked and loaded
And they're knocking on our door
You say "we got this"
So let them bring their war
And I know if you say it
I can trust it must be true
And I am a stronger man when
I am standing next to you
Wolves in the woods snakes in the weeds
Preyed on the weak because they could
In this place thick with thieves
You still believe in what is good
To be kind in these cruel times
It takes bravery beyond cool
But I am a braver man when
I am standing next to you
I admire how I get inspired
When I get a smile from you girl
And it's clear that we can make it
When we're taking on the world
When this place burns with crazy
You can make me see straight through
And I am better understanding
When I'm standing next to you
And I know if you say it
I can trust it must be true
And I am a better man when
I am standing next to you
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2. |
Let Me Down Easy
03:57
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t's a cruel world outside
I've heard people say
It's a long cold hard night
At the end of the day
That's hard to believe
As we lay side by side
But if you should leave
I'd feel like I've died
So if you must
Ever say goodbye
Let me down easy
With sweet little lies
It can be hard
To say what I feel
But I know that you know
These feelings are real
I've been turned around many times
So I stay huddled inside
My heart broken before
Has learned how to hide
So if I stumble
And trip when I try
Let me down easy
With sweet little lies
Let me down easy
Let me down easy
The fall will feel hard
And so will the seasons
You hold my heart
And all of my reasons
So if you must ever
Ever let go
Let me down easy
Break my heart slow
I've stood steadfast and strong
I've weathered the storms
I've found shelter in your arms
In times I was torn
I've searched everywhere
Now here I stand
I trust you with everything
You hold my soul in your hands
So if you must ever
Ever let go
Let me down easy
Break my heart slow
Let me down easy
Let me down easy
The fall will feel hard
And so will the seasons
You hold my heart
And all of my reasons
So if you must ever
Ever let go
Let me down easy
Break my heart slow
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3. |
Sing Along
03:52
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Where were you walking
When they ran you down
Where were you looking
When they had you found
You're running and jumping and skipping
You have sunny days in the park
You'll carry your innocence with you
Until it gets lost in the dark
La La La
La La La
What were you hoping
When they drowned you in doubt
What were you winning
When they counted you out
It's too late to undo the damage
By the time you learn that they lied
While they poison the water
They'll have you purefied
La La La
La La La
Sing along little sister
Sing along with the right
Sing along old mister
Go along to see the light
What were you thinking
When they figured you out
What were they spinning
When they turned you around
They preach of obeisance
They'll take back the schools
You won't learn your science or history
But you'll learn to follow the rules
La La La
La La La
Sing along little sister
Sing along with the right
Sing along old mister
Go along to see the light
La La La
La La La
Sing along little sister
Sing along with the right
Sing along old mister
Go along to see light
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4. |
Amnesia Game
03:23
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You once called me your poet
Then you went to write the end
Now we were never lovers
And you left us less than friends
All the love you gave
You say you didn't feel that way
So that's the ploy you'll play
In some amnesia game
Where you forget
How far or how near
The rabbit runs
While you disappear
Go tell your tales
With crocodile tears
But don't bring that claptrap
Back around here
So all the feels you say
Were just a one way street
A simple fiction made
By a wishful thinking creep
I'm not a good look for you
So the story has to change
Your way to erase regrets
Is your amnesia game
Where you forget
How far or how near
Those notes you wrote
Don't just disappear
Go tell your tales
With crocodile tears
But don't bring that claptrap
Back around here
(Solo)
So you forget
How far or how near
The rabbit runs
While you disappear
Go tell your tales
With crocodile tears
But don't bring that claptrap
Back around here
Wound through a windmill
Run naked through a storm
You say you're protecing me
But it still feels like a war
In sickness and in health
By car by air by train
Til the dedication ends
Then it's amnesia game
Where you forget
How far or how near
Those notes you wrote
Don't just disappear
Go tell your tales
With crocodile tears
But don't bring that claptrap
Back around here
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5. |
Stand My Ground
02:51
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I did not ask
To be a rebel
I did not want
To fight a war
You drag me in
Into battle
Don't complain
What gets torn
You want to take me
You want to take me down
You want to take me mama
I'm gonna stand my ground
Yes I am baby
Won't get pushed around
I did not ask
To be a wise man
I did not want
That much to know
You drag me in
Into blindness
Don't complain
What gets shown
You want to take me
You want to take me down
You want to take me mama
I'm gonna stand my ground
Yes, I am baby
Ain't backing down
I did not ask
To be your hero
I did not want
To save your world
You drag me in
Into trouble
Don't complain
What gets warm
You want to take me
You want to take me down
You want to take me mama
I'm gonna stand my ground
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6. |
Believe
05:47
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Deeper down that same dark well
Where too often I have been
Looks like the edge of hell
And nothing makes any sense
Haven't always known where to turn
When the last bridge has burned
Been confused far as love's concerned
Needed rescue when I swerved
I believe you give me rest
From the longest days
I believe we're not done yet
We'll find a way
I believe reflections seen
In the mirror of the moon
I believe our destiny
Is coming into bloom
And I believe
In you
I've been a trickster's victim
Been a cruel one's game
Built bricks up all around me
To block the world away
When I fall away from here
When my goodness fails
You always bring me back
Anew another day
I believe less in words
Than I do in deeds
I believe less in what I've heard
Than in what I see
I believe in symphonies
In a room for two
I believe a good night's sleep
Will wake us from the ruins
And I believe
In you
I wear the years I've seen
Through my traveled time
My tattered wings are missing pieces
But I can still fly
I'm so far from perfect now
But so much more than fine
These scars serve as notices
Of what I have survived
I believe in lessons learned
From the miles of my mistakes
I believe that fortunes turn
And that it's not too late
I believe that victory
Is more than who you screw
I believe that loyalty
Is where we find our truth
And I believe
In you
I believe you shine the light
Of a thousand suns
I believe in treasured nights
Where the river runs
I believe in summer songs
That deliver us from gloom
I believe it's been too long
Even if it seems so soon
And I believe
In you
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7. |
Make My Peace
04:22
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I don't want
To see your face
In my sleep
It won't go away
I don't need
To know your name
One more thing
I can't erase
As cloudy as it came
That unhappy holiday
The last I heard you say
Left me lonely and ashamed
The end of you for me
Still tearing through my brain
I must learn to make my peace
With things I cannot change
Now I think
I've moved on
All the grieving
Should have gone
When I feel
Finally free
Suddenly
It comes back to me
A wave of pregnant pain
As sharp as razor blades
Left to sing until I'm sane
This empty serenade
The burning of my dream
So scorched inside my head
I must learn to make my peace
With things I can't forget
I don't blame
It's too late
It won't repair
It won't explain
I was sold
The sweetest seeds
What I sowed
Is not what I reap
And I will not understand
How I'd go from good to bad
Left to mourn such a lost love
Like I never really had
The end of you for me
Still tearing through my brain
I must learn to make my peace
With things I cannot change
The burning of my dream
So scorched inside my head
I must learn to make my peace
With things I can't forget
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8. |
Letter
04:16
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I saw you sent a message
And I choked on my surprise
When I thought I could breathe again
I still didn't trust my eyes
The sender showed your name
In bold and crystal clear
What I thought I ever wanted
Stared at me right here
Yes I got your letter
I can't bear to open it
I don't know what will pour out
Words are not the most of it
Yes I got your letter
I can't bring myself to read
It hurts enough to see your name
Oh the jagged memories
Times I screwed up my mind
Thinking maybe you would write
I wondered what you'd say to me
And I imagined my reply
Maybe you'd explain some things
And I'd finally understand
Maybe you'd take another stab at me
As I stood with open hands
Yes I got your letter
I can't bear to open it
I don't know what will pour out
Words are not the most of it
Yes I got your letter
I can't bring myself to read
It hurts enough to see your name
Oh the jagged memories
I work so hard to put to bed
Feelings that ran so high
Instead of trying to wake again
Is it better to let them die
If you need the absolution
You'd get if you apologize
I bestow on you forgiveness
And beg of you goodbye
Yes I got your letter
I can't bear to open it
I don't know what will pour out
Words are not the most of it
Yes I got your letter
I can't bring myself to read
It hurts enough to see your name
Oh the jagged memories
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9. |
Hammer Down
03:50
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We fought for independence
From the worst of the regimes
Just to make ourselves the subjects
Of the best of our machines
It's so easy
Turn on a screen
Turn off our brains and yet still
Think we're free
Nod in silence to the sound
Bring the hammer down
We thought we found our homeland
Signed up to stake our claim
Should we've had ways of knowing
We'd put ourselves in chains
That Orwell story
It failed to say
That our Big Brother came from
What we gave
Nodding blindly with the crowd
Bring the hammer down
Pursuing empty pleasures
We sit and watch the games
We lose our move to endeavor
We let ourselves get played
It's so easy
It seems so free
To listen to what is said
And not hear what it means
Nod in silence to the sound
Bring the hammer down
If it fits the religion
Ignore the evidence
Facts are just one opinion
Inconvenient to our ends
Science competes
With our conceit
We refuse all news
We don't already believe
Nodding blindly with the crowd
Bring the hammer down
Nod in silence to the sound
Bring the hammer down
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10. |
Thank You Maiden Blue
03:38
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There you went
A ghost gone to ground
The radio silence
Spoke plenty loud
Maybe you made yourself
A brand new life
And I was one of the old things
You had to cast aside
It could be that you don't even want to know me too... Maiden Blue
So if this is our last goodbye
I want to thank you
Thank you for when you were my friend
Thank you for when you were more
Thank you for a million little things
I never thanked you for
It could be that messy thing we tried to be was doomed... Maiden Blue
So if this is our last goodbye
I want to thank you
Don't get me wrong
I don't want to change your path
Wherever we had gone
I know we're never going back
I just want to know
That you're all right
That somewhere in this big wide world
You have a place to smile
It would be one thing you do for me before I lose... Maiden Blue
So if this is our last goodbye
I want to thank you
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John Allen James Tampa, Florida
Journalist of star treks, reporter of love songs, and writer of daydreams. I rip myself open, write the devils down, stand in front of strangers and set my soul to sound.
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